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what to paint?
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I'm on winter break with my kids, I had a terrific Christmas and I can't wait until New Years. I was so looking forward to some snowed in days of relaxing and painting. Here I am writing a blog post. Because I just can't get started.
I can't imagine why, I feel like my painting has taken so many giant leaps forward this year. I've painted a lot, and I feel like my paintings have been steadily improving. I've even had some success in selling prints & even a small original, at a couple local
pop-up markets this season. So what is keeping me from painting today? Its actually been maybe 4-6 weeks since I've put brush to canvass. The only thing stopping me is me!
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painting I actually sold!
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I've written about
creative block and procrastination before, and more than a year ago I said that I'd promise to make at least 12 crappy paintings in the following 12 months. In fact I did more than 12 paintings, and not all of them were completely crappy. I participated in the
Artfix 2012 at home Residency, I did
a painting a day for 3 weeks strait and I took an
oil painting class in the last year, and worked more on my "the streets were" project. That's a lot.
I think I even did pretty good on last year's
New Year's Resolutions, except I did end up doing a lot of finding myself. As it turns out, I really am in my happy place when I'm making art. I wish it felt like enough. I wish I could conquer the self doubts that are keeping me from being in the studio right now. I want to keep pushing my work, but sometimes it makes it so hard to get started. I likely won't be able to paint everyday, with work and a few more Architecture License exams on the horizon it seems like a bit too much. I know I need to fit it in. Ok enough moaning and complaining, I'm going to go start something.
**** March 19, 2013 ****
I'm going to amend this post with this video, sent to me my a close friend:
An Invocation For Beginnings from ze frank on Vimeo.